Sunday, October 30, 2011

amazing things


When you do visit schools like I do, you see a lot of things happening. Good things and bad things. Last week I was visiting schools in Nasarawa: Kagbu, Laminga, Kokona and Obi.
In all schools I saw or heard some amazing things. Like In Kagbu it was quite clear that the children in SSS 3 weren’t able to read or write proper English. The level of English was estimated by my national volunteer as a primary school level. The national volunteer told me she was really worried about the level as well as about the discipline in the school, discipline of pupils and teachers. The pupils were not really motivated, or rather to say not at all motivated to perform well and attend all classes. There was no reason to because the teachers never asked them to do well and be on time. Also as a pupil in this school you know that you will pass each year and all the exams as long as you are in school on the day of the exams. Nobody will let you repeat a year and answers to exams are written on the blackboard. ‘Just copy the letters, you don’t need to know what you are writing.’
Then the next day after another ride in public transport, packed as sardines in a car, we went to Kokona. The place where, I think, the best performing school is within the series of schools I will visit this year. Why? Because the pupils are not indigenes of the community, they come from all over the state because of the good name of the school. Most children in the village do not go to school at all. So in this community the national volunteers have to work in and with the community to sensitize them about the importance of good education.
It is quite strange to go from one of the worst performing schools straight to one of de best performing schools.
Then there is Laminga a school with ‘big city’-problems. It is a school located rather close to Abuja and therefor attracts pupils from Abuja who dropped or kicked out of their schools. It causes problems like theft and violence in the community and on the school premises. While Habu and I were visiting this school none of our volunteers was present, which was a pitty, but we witnessed a terrible beating. I think 2 boys, pupils of the school, were caught red handed stealing from a small shop. They were chased onto the school premises till close by the principal’s office, where we were discussing the project. In front of the door opening 10 men started whipping the boys. I never had heard a scream like the screams of those boys. Never ever and I hope to never hear it again. After that they were brought to the police office. The principal, Habu and I started discussing this situation. I could see that Habu was torn between the principal and me; the principal justifying the whipping and me protesting against the treatment. Horrible.
Last but not least we went to Obi as big school in a community overloaded with schools. Obi has at least 4 secondary schools and the community cannot be much bigger than an estimated 8000 inhabitants. The government college in Obi is a co-ad boarding school with only 278 pupils of which only half is staying at the dorms, the other half lives in the village. The school has so much potential; the buildings are okay, they have a computer lab, a chemical lab with equipment and a library. The only thing is that the buildings are poorly maintained (like almost everything in Nasarawa) and the pupils are rather few. The teacher-pupil ratio in this school is one to 6; a good ratio to do some miracle teaching with activities and all. Look forward to working in this school, just like working in all the others.
It is clear I choose rather different schools to work in this year. Hope I can offer all of them the support they need and want.

Monday, October 24, 2011

Kagbu new style


Today was the first day of my week full of school visits. Yippie! It has been a good first visit. Saw Fatima teach, have had good feedback on how the school is running. Have been able to answer some questions and put action to others. YES!!! Happy about those two. They are really trying.
Also Habu is really trying. He is even helping me out; He is pro-active and he is pointing out certain things I forget or the things I maybe should say different to get more results. Habu is a good guy, a guy I need to stay on my feet in this programme. Maybe he is even the guy that should run this whole program as a coordinator. Hope I will be able to get him ready for that roll befor I leave.
Thanks for this perfect day! Even tennis went well!

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

17th of October


Sometimes my mind only can think about one thing and that thing is not …….. Today is a day like that. Nothing comes out of my hands. My mind is making overtime thinking about how I would like things to work here in the NGVP in Nasarawa and the other states. My mind is rambling about transport, guides to help successors, organizational issues, things that should have been done before I came into this country. It is wrong I know because I cannot change a lot. I cannot change the project bust still, I cannot seem to turn my mind of and just do what I came here to do…… teaching volunteers how to teach. There is so much more. Stop thinking about all that….. Stop attracting all the problems volunteers ventilate ……. Stop doing the coordinators job for the whole country……..
When is VSO giving the volunteers (including the internationals) full support? Support like a clear structure, an ear that listens, a person that is not to busy doing other (more) important stuff.
Luckely Habu is here to help me in Nasarawa. He is willing to learn and to do a lot of the administrative work, the only thing with him is he needs official orders from NYSC to do the big things. He also needs me to tell him what he should do, but I don’t even know what I need to do. I want to teach him my part of this programme so that when I’m leaving he can take over. Pffff…… want to do it all today…… impossible.

So I got home, on my way I met a friend and we chatted for a while. We chatted a bit to long for me to be in time at the tennis court. I had an appointment with Ali to play befor the others would come, I was just 15 minutes late. Already far too many people were there. What to do? Stay and play a game or go home? I stayed, because Ali encouraged me to. We could make a double. Okay, I ll stay……. But when it was time for us to get into the court and the opponents saw that I was about to play, they walked out saying they didn’t want to play as I was playing. Signs all clear for me….. if a guest is not welcome the guest will leave.